Arghhh so I did it. Finally going to have a lovely new small nose. Got back to my room at highgate (after being in surgery nearly 3 hours) at 3.30. Honestly thought I was dying and wanted to just violently be sick….but I wouldn’t let myself as didn’t want to damage my new nose lol, now feeling so much better, in no pain at all. It’s so not as bad as I thought…..and believe me I am the biggest drama queen with no pain threshold that I know lol, If I can do it anyone can. And I can already see it’s much much smaller yayyyy 
Will be putting up pics etc so add me if you want to see, I deleted myself off here a few weeks go as was getting too freaked out with all the stories etc, but am back now xxxx