Feels like im getting somewhere now, have spent ages reading other girls stories on the forum and thinking ‘wish that was me’ I guess you never really imagine getting something when you want it so much but am sooo happy and so pleased that my mum agreed to apply for me shes the best! Feels like it all might actually be coming together. Good luck to anyone else in the same situation. If you want something enough you will get it dont stress!…helps having a willing family member too hehe. Would never be able to get this without my mum!Xx